Happy March, Kind Reader! Was your February cold? Mine was unbearbly warm for its final days, unfortunately. I've been doing a lot of thinking. Dangerous, I know. Anywho, I've realized that I have a very special circumstance that came with my incessant want for more models to stream with. Whether it was Booth model outfits or just more models for Vtubing in general, I have ideas to float around when it comes to future Midnight Streams. I've basically already done it via "Fizzy Week", but now I can just rotate out models depending on games or mood. Somedays, I might be the Desktop Assistant Ruiko model, others, I might be the Wi-Fi Assistant with the albeit excessive storage. Something to just keep in mind. I want to decorate scenes befitting them. Frutiger Aero or basic computer aesthetics for the "program" characters and a lavish throne room fit for a Queen such as I, only to be a dashed dream as the office phones emit shrill rings to bring me back to my new reality.
This month will be rather busy for me, but I'll find time to post. Even if it's just to say what kind of cloud was in the sky that day. There are times when I silently switch to the Aly account to check on things just to observe and not say a word. Despite making it very clear on Twitter and the Discord server that I wouldn't be around for conversation, it didn't stop a couple of people from still sending a message. I couldn't help but to chuckle. I know I'm missed at times, but I'm also comforted by the fact that plenty of members could also easily move on. Parasocial behavior isn't something I want to risk getting out of hand either from the audience or myself. On the other side of the lens, as Nova, I am fully closed off from wanting to make friends or garner attention from others. I post replies to some accounts to keep my profile genuine, but I gladly erase them after a few hours. It seems really difficult to get responses out of people for some reason. I see them replying just fine to others. Maybe I'm still being marked as spam? Who knows, because I sure don't. I was really happy to get a phonecall today, though. Maybe that's the connection I wanted since now, I feel content.
I'm hoping that I can get that new flip phone in time for my birthday. I mean, I have plenty of time left, I just hope the one I have my eye on stays in stock. It's really hard to predict the market on my side of the world. Also, thank you Taco Bell for making a drink that ACTUALLY tastes like a cookie! I can never have that drink more than once a month because HOLY 63g (128%) OF DAILY SUGARS, WHAT ARE WE DOING? But besides all of that, so far this year has been very quiet on my side of the planet. I hope for you that things are looking up. Don't forget to drink water for me, okay? I'll drink a bottle with you!
Until we connect again, Kind Reader.